Braaains
I went on an excursion with year 8s to the zoo yesterday, oh god. They weren’t naughty at all, but still… four hours of COME ON GUYS. HURRY UP GUYS. GROUP THREE? IF YOU’RE IN GROUP THREE WE’RE GOING TO THE TIGERS NOW. LET’S GO. COME ON GIRLS CATCH UP. ARE YOU FILLING IN YOUR WORKSHEETS? IT’S LE TIGRI. COME ON! ARE YOU FINISHED? COME ON WE NEED TO GET TO THE HIPPOS is exhausting! With seven more teaching days, I am just hanging out for prac to be over now. There has been no sneaking off to cry in my office/my car/the toilets this time around so no one can say it’s not been an improvement but I’ve still managed to work myself up into a bit of a persistent stressed state. Too much of getting assessed on my every move :( Right now, partly as an anxiety response and partly from tiredness, I have no idea what I’m doing half the time. I keep drifting right out of conversations. And like. I know I have some powers of analytical thought but cannot actually access them right now? I want my brain back!!
Seven more double lessons and four more singles. And then I get to just work admin and do assignments :) I MISS IT.
Josh, check it out!